"Not that I speak from want,
for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am."
Philippians 4:11
Contentment. It has different meanings for different people. What does it mean to be content? Does it mean you have a comfortable lifestyle? Does it mean you are happy with your family? Does it mean you are satisfied? What does it mean to be content? Webster's Dictionary gives the meaning of content as "feeling or showing satisfaction with one's possessions, status or situation". So I ask the question again, are you content?
As I pondered over this question for myself, I struggled with it. I struggled because I know I need to be content with the circumstances I find myself in at this time of my life. There are many that would probably wish to be in the shoes I am in as their circumstances may be worse. But for me, these circumstances are ones I have not had for many years. For those many years, we have lived a comfortable lifestyle. Not extravagant but comfortable. One or both of us have had a full-time job. If we needed or wanted something we could buy it. If we wanted to go on a trip we could. If we wanted to spoil the grandkids we did. But for now, all of those are on hold. Neither of us has a full-time job. We have what we need nothing more. We know God provides and He shows up right on time. He will continue too until the season changes and He shows us the next steps to take.
At the beginning of the summer, I started this blog. I was broken like I had never been. I still struggle with that brokenness at times but I am coming through it. I may never understand why I am at this place at this time but I do know that God has not left me in it all. I know He has been there helping me through. I am content in my circumstances. I am content when I realize I don't need more stuff. I am content when I know I can enjoy a good book or time alone with God. I am content when I know I have the time now to spend in His Word. I am thankful for this time and for my family. Whatever the circumstance as Paul states, I am content. Ask yourself the same, am I content in ALL circumstances, not just the happy, comfortable ones? Be content in all circumstances and enjoy what God shows you in your life.
...being content with what you have;
for He Himself has said, “I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you,”
Hebrews 13:5